Problem Averted

I received a phone call from our hotel manager today. She had some technical problems last week, and didn't get a chance to call me until today... So, I was able to book our hotel room for our wedding night as well as a hotel room for me and the girls to stay in the night before. She even gave me an early check in so I can deliver my dress early!

Thank goodness she called. Because I was ready to have melt down.

I just feel so overwhelmed. There is a minor issue with Mike's unemployment statement. My Dad is stressing over the seating chart. And I need 25 more people to come to our reception-to ensure my Dad doesn't waste any money. I know what matters most is that Mike and I become husband and wife-but that doesn't fix these problems. I'm scared for what will happen if Mike doesn't find a job by the time his unemployment runs out...that is what I'm really afraid of.

I really didn't want to postpone babies. They say you are never financially ready, however- I think both of us should at least be employed. One of my downfalls is that I worry too much...which leads to me to stress...then over-analyze. But I just can't help it. This is one of those real life - all grown up- issues...that I think we need to worry about.

Thank god that hotel manager called today...

Thanks for listening to me ramble!